ugh.

you wanna know what was really disturbing this evening when i opened up a text message from just a cell phone number (so it didn't have a name to it)? well.. too bad, i'm going to tell you. i open the text message to find (i think it was? i'm not opening it back up to find out) 4 little thumbnail pictures of just the penis head of some guy who i just ran into at the courage center last week. he said to me when he spoke to me, "HEY BEAUTIFUL. WANT A NEW FRIEND?" and i was just coming off the elevator and i was going to the lobby to wait for my ride, he seemed harmless. he was some black guy in a wheelchair, i thought he was just lonely, so i just said, "uh.. i guess." then he seen my cell phone in my cell phone case on my arm (where i typically carry it on me) and he asked me for my cell phone number. then later on i got a text message from him and i guess that he was going in for surgery, so i told him "good luck on your surgery." then tonight when i opened up that text message box because i seen that i got some new text messages in that window on my cell phone, i seen just a black penis head and i'm guessing it was his because he was black. i DID NOT ask for any fuckin dick pics and i have no idea how to erase the message box from my text messages, so now it looks like i was lookin at some guy's dick. i'm almost tempted to bitch him out for showing me that shit but then that might give him more of a reason to send me that shit. nasty mother fucker. he ain't even that big to be flaunting pics of his dick off either. most black guys are big but he isn't even that big. i could tell him to put that little thing away but then that might backfire and he might try to prove somehow that he isn't that small by sending me more.. so no.